Tuesday, September 28, 2004
2dae sark
s-a-r-k
feelin nauseous now
ate 3 panadols
4 nuth 2dae.
bringin 34 panadols 2 skool 2mrl.
mayb 4 fun. mayb 2 eat.
__i think im addicted 2 it.
bcos i noe it can kill mie.
wanzhen n mi went out
2 watch dodgeballz.
kinda nice.
is suppose 2 make us feel happier.
i was damn depressed 2dae.
damn damn depressed.
jus depress.......
jus holdin back tears i cant xplain
i lost a frien.
n it leads 2 losin anuth 1 of muai frien.
n both r de mos important ppl in muai life.
if u wanna leave.
i got nuthh 2 sae.
i did nuth.
i said nuth.
at least nuth dats deep.
i jus said bout de surface.
not anything more.
shes lost trust in mie.
wad can i say........
i don even noe wad i did..
i don even noe if i did it
if ur think wad dey said were right.
can u think bout mie 2?
can u hear mie out....
i dono y ppl r doin dis.
i dono wads life all about.
was already half thinkin of givin up.
cant...
jus cant
will life go back 2 normal...
all dis happens when i jus found passion in life...